Zombies in the Pyramid
The goldfish died on a Tuesday, which seemed fitting. Clara found it floating motionless in its bowl next to her daughter's breakfast plate—orange scales already dulling, tiny mouth opened in that final, silent gasp.
"Mama?" Sofia asked, toast halfway to her lips. "Is he sleeping?"
Clara didn't answer. She was already thinking about the padel match at seven, the one with Marcus from upper management. The one she needed to win if she wanted that corner office on the fifteenth floor.
The corporate pyramid had been slowly crushing her for months. Each level up meant less oxygen, more compromise. Last week she'd watched her mentor—brilliant, fiery Elena—take the package after thirty years. Walking out with her box of personal items, Elena had looked less like a retired executive and more like a corporate zombie, all spark extinguished, soul left somewhere in a boardroom years ago.
Now it was Clara's turn. The goldfish had lived three years. Three years of swimming in endless circles, forgetting each loop almost as soon as it completed it. Sometimes Clara wondered if fish felt pain, or if they just kept swimming through it, memoryless and persistent.
She flushed the tiny body down the toilet and watched it spiral away.
"He's gone to fish heaven," she told Sofia, whose lip trembled.
But what she was thinking was: at least someone noticed when the fish stopped swimming.
At the padel club, the glass walls reflected her tired face back at her—hollowed eyes, mouth fixed in that professional smile she'd worn so long it had become permanent. Marcus arrived already sweating, already talking about quarterly projections and restructuring.
"They're calling it streamlining," he said, bouncing the ball. "But between us, it's a bloodbath."
Clara hit the ball back harder than necessary. It smashed into the glass corner.
"Watch it," Marcus laughed, but his eyes were cold. "This is supposed to be friendly."
Was it? The corporate zombie epidemic didn't distinguish between friends and enemies anymore. It just consumed, relentless and patient. She could feel it happening to her—the gradual hollowing, the increasing willingness to do whatever it took, the way she'd stopped asking herself what she actually believed.
"I'm not going to take the promotion," she said suddenly.
Marcus missed the ball entirely. It bounced past his racquet, rolling toward the fence. "What?"
"The fifteenth floor. I'm not taking it."
She could almost see the calculation behind his eyes—whether to be angry, understanding, to start mentally erasing her from the promotion list.
"You'll regret it," he said finally, and she heard something almost like pity. "Once you step off the ladder, you don't always get back on."
The goldfish had never stepped off its wheel. It had swum until it couldn't anymore.
"I know," Clara said, and picked up her bag. "Game's yours."