Zombie Goldfish and the Bear Truth
Maya felt like a zombie as she dragged herself into the cafeteria, her third all-nighter of the week catching up to her. AP Bio was absolutely roasting her, and the dark circles under her eyes were basically their own aesthetic at this point.
"You look dead," said Liam, sliding into the seat across from her. "Like, actually undead."
"Thanks, Liam. Really boosting my confidence there." Maya adjusted her oversized hoodie, feeling self-conscious about the fact that she was wearing the same shirt two days in a row. Her mom said it was fine, but seventh-grade Maya would have died of embarrassment.
"So, about Jordan's party tonight..." Liam started, and Maya's stomach did that thing it always did when Jordan came up. The tiny flutters, the heat rising to her cheeks. Jordan, who sat two rows behind her in English and whose smile made Maya forget basic grammar rules.
"What about it?"
"Everyone's going. Even Henry, and he literally has a social battery that lasts approximately seven minutes." Liam leaned in. "You should come. Bring the goldfish."
Maya blinked. "The what?"
"Your carnival prize from last weekend. That sad little fish in the plastic bag? We named it Bubbles."
"First of all, Bubbles is thriving. Second, why would I bring my fish to a party?"
"Because Jordan's doing that thing where people bring weird stuff and try to make it aesthetic for Instagram," Liam said, like this explained everything. "It's a whole vibe."
Maya's phone buzzed. Jordan had posted a story: "tonight's gonna bear-ly memorable lol bear with me" with a polar bear emoji. A pun. Jordan had made a pun. Maya's heart did something complicated and wonderful in her chest.
That night, standing in Jordan's crowded basement with Bubbles swimming determinedly in a slightly upgraded bowl, Maya realized something. She wasn't the awkward kid from middle school anymore. She was Maya, who survived AP Bio, who kept a carnival goldfish alive for six whole days, who was standing next to Jordan without forgetting how to speak English.
"Nice fish," Jordan said, their shoulder brushing against Maya's. "What's its story?"
"Bubbles has a very complex narrative arc," Maya heard herself say. "We're still in season one."
Jordan laughed, and Maya felt something shift inside her — not zombie-exhausted anymore, but something like hope, shimmering and alive as the goldfish swimming between them.