Zombie at the Pool Party
My palms were sweating. Again. I wiped them on my shorts for the third time, staring at the entrance to Jessica's pool party like it was the gates to Mordor. The massive palm tree in the front yard swayed in the breeze, mocking my anxiety.
"You got this," I whispered to myself. "You are not a zombie. You are a functioning human being who enjoys social interaction."
I'd been up until 3 AM finishing my English essay, so I was literally operating on zombie brain. Not exactly peak performance mode for talking to Maya, who I'd been crushing on since September.
My cat, Miso, had decided 2 AM was the perfect time to have zoomies across my face, leaving a scratch on my nose that I'd strategically covered with a bandage. Classic Miso move.
Then I saw him. Trevor. The absolute bull of our school's social hierarchy, currently holding court with three guys I didn't recognize. Trevor was built like a tank, with a jawline that could cut glass and an ego to match. Last week, he'd spent twenty minutes explaining why swimming was "basically just struggling in liquid" while wearing arm floaties as a joke.
I turned to leave, but Maya spotted me.
"Jay!" she waved, and somehow I was walking toward her, my legs moving on autopilot. "I love your bandage. Very rogue aesthetic."
"Yeah, Miso has commitment issues," I said, then immediately wanted to die.
But Maya laughed. Not the polite laugh either—the real one, where she actually throws her head back.
"Trevor's over there explaining his protein shake regimen to anyone who'll listen," she lowered her voice. "Please rescue me from this conversation."
I looked at Trevor, flexing by the pool, then back at Maya. Something in my chest shifted. Maybe it was the zombie delirium kicking in, or maybe I was just done letting the bulls of the world run the show.
"Wanna go swimming?" I asked, gesturing to the pool. "Like, actual swimming, not posing by the edge?"
Maya's eyes lit up. "Absolutely."
We spent the next hour racing laps and having competitions to see who could hold their breath underwater the longest. Trevor kept trying to interrupt with stories about his swimming scholarship offers, but Maya just splashed water in his general direction without breaking eye contact with me.
By the time we collapsed on pool chairs, breathless and sun-drunk, my palms weren't sweating anymore. Sometimes the scariest things—zombie mornings, intimidating parties, seemingly untouchable people—are just opportunities waiting for you to show up and dive in.