When the Bull Charged
Mateo's legs burned as he sprinted down the street, his breath ragged in the morning air. Running had always been his escape—the one thing that drowned out the noise in his head. But today, even that wasn't working.
"You coming to padel tryouts?" Jasmine had asked him that morning, leaning against his locker like she owned the hallway. "Everyone's doing it. It's, like, the new thing."
He'd mumbled something about being busy, but the truth was simpler: Mateo didn't do new things. He didn't do trying out for sports teams where everyone would watch him fail. He didn't do being the new kid who couldn't keep up, even though he'd been at Crestwood High for six months now.
That night, his abuela placed a bowl of chunked papaya in front of him.
"Eat," she said in Spanish. "It'll make you strong. Like a bull."
Mateo stared at the fruit. "Abuela, I'm not trying out for anything."
"You think you're running from something, mijo?" Her eyes crinkled with that knowing look that made him feel transparent. "But your feet keep moving in the same place."
The papaya sat there, bright orange against the dark table. He took a bite. Sweet, weirdly musky, nothing like the safe apples and bananas he usually ate.
The next afternoon, Mateo stood at the padel courts, his heart hammering. The school mascot—a kid in a bull costume—pranced along the sidelines, fake horns bobbing with every step. Jasmine waved him over, her paddle already gripped like she'd been born holding one.
"Finally!" She tossed him a paddle. "Don't overthink it. Just hit the thing."
The ball came at him, and Mateo's body moved before his brain could protest. His paddle connected with a satisfying thwack. Again. Again. His feet found rhythms he didn't know he had, slicing through air and sweat and suddenly, he was grinning.
"Not bad, new kid," someone called from the fence. High fives followed. Jasmine bumped his shoulder.
"See? That wasn't so terrible, was it?"
That night, Mateo went for another run. But this time, he wasn't running away from anything. He was running toward tomorrow's practice, toward the taste of papaya on his tongue, toward whatever came next.
The bull mascot waved at him from the yearbook spread on his desk. Mateo waved back.