Whatever Remains in the Water
The papaya sat untouched on the breakfast tray, its flesh exposed like a wound. Elena stared at it instead of Richard, who was already on his phone, scrolling through whatever crisis demanded his attention at 7 AM in what was supposed to be paradise.
"They say it's full of vitamin C," she said, her voice flat. "For whatever that's worth."
"Mmm." He didn't look up.
Later, she would remember the goldfish in the lobby aquarium—tiny, translucent things swimming in endless circles, nowhere to go but where the current pushed them. She had watched them for twenty minutes yesterday while waiting for Richard to finish his conference call.
Now she stood at the edge of the infinity pool, the water blurring into the ocean beyond. The resort was exclusive, the kind of place where problems were supposed to dissolve like sugar in warm water. But Elena's problem had a name and a face and had spent the last three years telling her she was "too sensitive" whenever she noticed how he looked at other women, how he disappeared into work trips that never seemed to involve actual work.
He called it his "bull in a china shop" energy—that aggressive charisma that had built their fortune and slowly eroded their marriage. She called it something else. She had been calling it something else for months, ever since she found the receipt for the necklace he'd never given her.
The pool was empty except for her reflection. The water looked so calm from above.
"Elena?" Richard's voice carried from the cabana. "I have to take this."
She nodded to herself. Of course he did. He always did.
The papaya from breakfast would rot on the tray. The vitamins she'd been taking religiously—supplements for a marriage that was already terminal—would run out next week. The goldfish would keep swimming their endless circles. And Richard would keep taking calls.
She stepped into the pool, clothes and all. The water rose around her like a slow embrace, cool and absolute. For the first time in three years, she felt something like peace. Whatever remained in the water would have to be enough.