What the Lightning Took
Mara pressed her forehead against the aquarium glass, watching the goldfish — a specimen of indifferent orange — make its endless circuits. It had outlasted her marriage by six months. David hadn't wanted the fish; he'd called it 'a flushing waiting to happen.' Now David was gone, and she was packing the last of their shared life into cardboard boxes marked DONATE or TRASH.
Outside, lightning fractured the sky, illuminating the empty rooms like camera flashes capturing something already dead. She checked the weather app — another storm system moving through, same as the night David left. Different man, same pattern. She was beginning to suspect she was the common denominator in her own disappointments.
The goldfish surfaced, its mouth opening and closing in silent testimony.
'You're next,' she told it. 'The shelter doesn't take fish. You're coming with me.'
Her phone buzzed. Work email. Subject: RE: Monday's meeting. The fox in HR — they called her that behind her back, clever and predatory — was circling again. Some people never learned. Some people just rearranged furniture in the same burning house.
She carried the fishbowl to her car, water sloshing against her wrists. The storm broke as she turned onto the highway. Lightning struck somewhere close — the air crackled with ozone and imminent violence. For a moment, she considered not checking into the motel. Considered driving west until the ocean stopped her.
Instead, she parked and watched the rain blur the windshield. In the passenger seat, the goldfish floated in its portable prison, indifferent to borders, to revolutions, to her monumental indecision.
'You and me both,' she whispered.
A fox crossed the road in front of her headlights — russet fur, sharp teeth, the particular confidence of something that had never belonged to anyone. It paused, regarding her with gold-colored eyes, then vanished into the storm-dark trees.
Mara exhaled. Somewhere beyond the windshield, lightning struck again. She put the car in drive and followed the fox into the dark.