What the Lightning Revealed
The cat sat on the windowsill, tail twitching, watching the storm like it owed her money. Three years of marriage and Mara still didn't know if Mittens actually liked her, or if the cat's occasional affections were just strategic deposits toward future meal service.
"You're ignoring me too," she said to the cat. "Just like him."
Her phone had been silent for forty-seven hours. David had walked out with nothing but a backpack and his vintage guitar collection, leaving behind his emotional support goldfish - which was now floating belly-up in the bowl on the kitchen counter. Probably stress. Probably the emotional toll of his father's cancer diagnosis. Probably anything but the truth she'd been ignoring for months.
Lightning flashed across the sky, sudden and violent, illuminating the apartment in harsh relief. For half a second, everything was starkly visible: the half-unpacked boxes from when they'd moved in together, the wedding photo on its side on the floor, the goldfish doing its dead-fish float.
"Okay," she said. "Okay."
She'd planned the perfect anniversary dinner. He'd spent the evening at his "colleague's" apartment, explaining later that they'd just been working late on that big project. The project that never materialized. The colleague whose name he always mispronounced.
Mittens meowed, jumping down from the windowsill and threading through Mara's legs. The cat pressed against her, purring loudly, demanding attention with all the calculated charm of an emotional manipulator who knew exactly when to offer comfort and when to withhold it.
"You liked him better," Mara accused, scooping up the cat. "He gave you the good treats."
Another lightning strike, closer this time. The thunder followed immediately, rattling the windows. In that flash of white light, she saw it - the goldfish moved. Just a flick of its tail, barely there, not dead after all.
"You're not leaving me too," she whispered to the fish. "Neither of you."
She carried Mittens to the kitchen, set the cat on the counter, and sprinkled fish food into the bowl. The goldfish surfaced, darting after flakes with renewed vigor. Survival instinct. The same thing that had kept Mara going through three years of emotional neglect, through his father's death, through the gradual erosion of her self-worth.
"We're all just swimming for scraps," she told the cat, who was now attempting to bat at the fish through the glass. "Even him. He's just swimming somewhere else now."
Lightning struck again, and this time Mara didn't close her eyes. She watched the apartment illuminate, watched the shadows dance, and for the first time in three years, she saw clearly: the goldfish would survive, the cat would adjust, and she would wake up tomorrow alone in a way she hadn't been alone in a very long time.
"Okay," she said again, stronger this time. "Okay."
Outside, the storm broke. Inside, Mara picked up her phone and dialed her sister. It was time to rebuild.