What Riddles Remain
Elena ran her fingers through her hair—now more silver than the auburn that had once made her colleagues call her 'the fox' in those glass-walled meetings where seniority was measured in how well you could nod while saying nothing. At 47, she'd finally stopped coloring it, though her mother still sent articles about 'reclaiming your professional vibrancy' with the same concerned tone she'd once used to suggest more spinach.
The apartment was quiet, save for the city humming below, that eternal sphinx of traffic and distant sirens posing questions no one could answer. It had been six months since David died, and the grief had settled into something less like sharp pain and more like the ache of a limb that's fallen asleep.
On her desk sat the sculpture David had never finished—a bull carved from walnut, its massive form somehow tender in its incompleteness. He'd worked on it during the chemo, the sawdust mixing with the hospital smell, creating something that was neither sterile nor sick. 'It's about stubbornness,' he'd said, running his thumb along the animal's shoulder. 'Not the charging kind. The standing-your-ground kind.'
Her phone litened with a message from work: Q3 targets need revision. The corporate bull of a different kind. She thought about David's unfinished animal, how it stood its ground without ever needing to charge.
The riddle wasn't about death. Everyone died. The riddle was about what remained—objects half-finished, love incomplete, the way you could spend decades becoming someone else and still find traces of who you used to be. Like the fox, she thought. Not the animal itself, but what it meant: clever, adaptable, surviving.
She opened her sketchbook. A sphinx of her own making: what do you hold onto when everything you've built becomes memory? Her pencil moved across the page, not drawing David's bull, but something else entirely—a fox standing beside a sphinx, both watching the same moon.
Somewhere in the city, someone was cooking dinner. Maybe spinach, maybe something else. Life continued in its small, persistent ways. She would finish what he couldn't, not by carving his bull, but by letting it stand exactly as it was: stubborn, incomplete, profoundly alive.