Water Under the Bridge
The chemotherapy had taken her hair first, then her appetite, then finally the light from her eyes. Marcus sat beside Elena in the hospital room, the sterile white walls making everything feel too sharp, too real.
"Remember that baseball game?" she whispered, her voice thin as paper. "Our first date?"
Marcus nodded, unable to speak around the lump in his throat. He remembered how her hair had caught the sunlight that day—auburn waves that fell halfway down her back. She'd worn it loose, laughing when the wind tangled it across both their faces as they leaned against the chain-link fence.
"You bought me that overpriced water," she continued, a faint smile touching her lips. "The vendor looked at you like you were crazy for paying seven dollars."
"I would have paid seventy," Marcus said, and the tears finally came. Hot and unstoppable, they traced paths down his face, dripping onto his hands, onto the sheets. Water everywhere—it seemed fitting somehow. The nurses kept her hydrated, kept her comfortable, kept the IV dripping steady rhythm into her veins. But nothing could wash away the knowledge that this was the end.
Elena reached for his hand, her grip weaker now but still deliberate. "Don't," she said softly. "Marcus, please."
"I can't—"
"You can." Her eyes found his, lucid despite the pain. "You promised. Remember? At the baseball field, when I told you I loved you for the first time? You said you'd be okay, whatever happened."
He had said that. Thirty years ago, beneath stadium lights and summer stars, young and foolish enough to believe in forever.
Marcus took a shuddering breath. "I remember."
"Then hold it together," she whispered, her grip tightening fractionally. "For me. For the kids. For the thirty years we got, which is more than most people dare ask for."
He held her hand as the sun went down, as the fluorescent lights flickered on, as the night nurse came in to check her vitals. He held her until her breathing slowed, until the rise and fall of her chest became barely perceptible. He held her until dawn broke through the window, until his own tears dried and his heart accepted what his head had known for months.
Some water runs deep. Some bridges you cross and never look back.