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Thunderpool

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The pool party was everything I dreaded: cannonballs, too much sunscreen smell, and Jordan's friends looking through me like I was holographic glass. I'd been Jordan's neighbor since kindergarten, but now that we were freshmen, his algorithm had updated and I'd been archived.

"Yo Marcus, you coming in?" Jordan yelled from the deep end, splashing water that looked suspiciously not just pool water.

"Maybe later," I said, settling onto a lounge chair with my phone. Swimming wasn't the issue—I'd been on swim team since seventh grade. But this was different. This was social swimming, which came with entirely different rules.

That's when I spotted it: a stuffed bear tucked behind the pool house, its fur matted from rain. Someone's secret.

I'm not proud of what happened next. But I was tired of being the background character in everyone else's movie, so I crouched down and inspected it like I was some kind of spy. The bear had a tag: "Property of Tyler's emotional support journey."

Tyler. Jordan's older brother. The one who'd graduated last year and was supposedly at college.

"Found it."

I jumped. Tyler stood there in swim trunks, looking caught. "That's not—it's for my niece."

"Your niece who lives in Ohio?" I said. "We've literally never met your niece."

He sighed, sitting on the concrete. "Fine. I carry it around when things get heavy. College is... a lot."

"You're homesick?"

"And lonely and anxious and failing calc." He laughed bitterly. "I come back here and pretend I'm killing it, but really I'm just driving home on weekends to sleep in my old bed and talk to a stuffed bear."

Thunder rumbled. Then lightning—actual lightning—cracked across the sky, followed by rain that sent everyone scrambling for cover.

"Come on," Tyler said, grabbing the bear. "Let's get inside before we drown."

We ended up in the basement while the storm raged, and for the first time in months, I didn't feel like the spare part. Tyler confessed everything: how he'd picked the wrong major to impress his dad, how he fake-smiled through every visit home, how he envied me still having time to figure things out.

"You're not behind, Marcus," he said. "You're exactly where you need to be."

When Jordan came downstairs later, looking for his brother, he found us laughing at old family photos. "Since when are you two hanging out?"

"Since the bear incident," I said, and Jordan just nodded like that explained everything.

Maybe friendship wasn't about fitting into someone else's frame. Maybe it was about finding the people who saw your stuck places and didn't look away.