Thunder in Our Veins
The storm outside matched the chaos inside Maya's head. Sixteen and totally freaking out about college applications, she sat cross-legged on her bed, laptop glowing in the dark room.
"You still obsessing over that essay?" Riley asked, flopping onto the bed beside her. Her best friend had zero chill about everything, which was exactly what Maya needed right now.
"It's due tomorrow, Ri. Like, actually due. Not 'fashionably late' due."
Maya's dad yelled from downstairs. "Cable's out again! The whole block's down!"
"Great," Maya groaned. "Now I can't even procrastinate properly."
But then lightning flashed through the window, illuminating everything in that weird strobe-light way that makes moments feel suspended in time. Maya's eyes landed on the old box in her closet.
"Wait," Riley said, following her gaze. "No way. You still have that?"
The cable box from sixth grade. Back when Maya thought her destiny was to become an influencer, complete with DIY ring lights and cringeworthy vlogs about nothing.
Maya dragged the box out. Running her fingers over the dusty cables, she felt ridiculous but also weirdly nostalgic. "I was going to be the next big thing."
"You were going to be legendary," Riley corrected. "Your 'epic fails' compilation still lives in my group chat history."
"Delete that."
"Never."
Lightning struck again—closer this time. The thunder rattled the windows. Maya pulled up the old footage on her phone, saved to cloud ages ago. There she was, twelve years old and wildly confident, talking into a webcam like she owned the internet.
"I was so cringe."
"You were fearless," Riley said softly. "What happened to her?"
Maya watched her younger self stumble through lines, laugh at her own mistakes, keep going without overthinking every single word. The water in her eyes wasn't from the storm anymore.
"She grew up," Maya said. "Started worrying about everything. Started believing that one wrong move would ruin her whole future."
"So what?" Riley grabbed her shoulders. "Write your essay like that girl. The one who didn't care if she messed up. The one who just... went for it."
The power flickered out completely. In the darkness, Maya's phone illuminated their faces. She watched her younger self take a deep breath and start over after flubbing a line, laughing instead of freezing up.
"You're right," Maya said, her voice steadier than she felt. "The worst that happens? They say no. It's not like I'm literally gonna die."
"Drama queen," Riley teased, but her voice was warm. "Now write. Before the storm passes and you lose the vibe."
Maya opened a blank document. Her fingers hovered over the keys, just for a second, before she started typing. Not perfectly, not fearlessly, but running toward it anyway.