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Thunder at the Lazy L

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The iPhone vibrated in my pocket for the third time in five minutes. I knew it was Brynn group-chatting plans I wasn't invited to, but Coach Rodriguez's whistle cut through my thoughts before I could check.

"Last lap, Torres! You're swimming like you're carrying an anchor!" he bellowed from the deck.

My arms burned as I pushed through the water, my signature orange swim cap feeling too tight, like everything else in my life lately. After practice, I dripped my way to the locker room, where Jason—aka the resident bull of our school—leaned against the lockers, surrounded by his usual crowd.

"Nice cap, Maya. Very... bright," he said, his crew snickering. "Almost as bright as your social calendar these days."

I ignored him, grabbing my phone. Sixteen missed notifications. My thumb hovered over Brynn's name, but then lightning flashed through the locker room windows, followed immediately by thunder that rattled the doors.

"Everyone out! The pool's a lightning rod!" Coach yelled.

We all scrambled outside, where the sky had turned an apocalyptic shade of orange-ish gray. Rain poured down in sheets, and there was Jason, looking ridiculous trying to shield his perfectly gelled hair with his backpack. I felt it then—that tiny spark of courage people talk about.

"You know," I said, wiping chlorinated water from my eyes, "I'd rather be swimming alone than be someone who needs an audience to feel real."

Jason stared at me, actually speechless for once. His friends went quiet.

"What?"

"You heard me. And hey—" I held up my phone, tapping the screen. "I'm done with people who make me feel small. Including you. Including anyone."

I blocked Brynn's group chat right there, rain soaking my phone, my clothes, everything. Thunder cracked overhead, and I didn't flinch.

Maybe it was the adrenaline, or the storm, or just that I'd finally had enough. But as I walked home in the downpour, I felt lighter than I had in months. Sometimes you have to get struck by lightning—metaphorically or otherwise—to realize you can start your own fire.