Three Seconds of Memory
The goldfish bowl sat on Maya's nightstand, its single orange inhabitant staring blankly through the glass. Fred, her brother had named him, because apparently that was funny.
"Three seconds," Maya muttered, tying her running shoes. "That's all I get."
Today was tryouts for the padel team at Northwood High. Everyone was doing it—well, everyone who mattered. Chloe had been dropping hints all week in AP Chem about how padel was "sooo much more chill than tennis" and how the team basically ran the social hierarchy.
Maya didn't even know what padel was until two weeks ago. Turns out it's like tennis but with shorter racquets and walls you can hit off. Coach Martinez called it "the fastest-growing sport among Gen Z." Maya called it "another way to embarrass herself in front of the popular crowd."
Her phone buzzed. Group chat blowing up about tryouts.
Chloe: u coming?? 🎾
Marcus: she's probs too busy "running" lol get it
Maya's cheeks burned. Everyone knew about last semester's cross-country incident. She'd made it exactly 0.4 miles before "forgetting" her inhaler. Which she actually did forget, but nobody believed her.
"Three seconds," Fred the goldfish seemed to say, opening and closing his tiny mouth. "That's how long you can hold onto dignity."
She grabbed her backpack and headed to the courts, her stomach doing that familiar gymnastics routine. The new padel facility gleamed under the October sun, all blue courts and glass walls that made it look like a weird aquarium.
Maya picked up a rental racquet. It felt alien in her hands—lighter than a tennis racquet, with holes in the surface.
"Hey!" Chloe waved from court three. "We need a fourth!"
Oh no. Oh nononono.
But Maya's feet were already moving, carrying her toward the court like her body had betrayed her brain. She stepped onto the blue surface, her sneakers squeaking.
"I've never played," she blurted.
"It's chill," Marcus said, but his smirk suggested otherwise. "Just don't hit it like a tennis serve, okay?"
The ball came at her. Everything slowed down. The running shoes. The expectation. The memory of 0.4 miles. The fishbowl feeling of everyone watching.
She swung.
The ball hit the wall, ricocheted back, and somehow cleared the net. Point.
"Wait," someone said. "You said you've never played."
"I haven't."
Another ball came. Another wall hit. Another point.
By the end of tryouts, Maya's arms were shaking but her heart was soaring somewhere around the ceiling. Chloe actually high-fived her. Marcus stopped smirking.
That night, Fred was still doing his three-second thing, swimming in endless circles.
"You know what, fish?" Maya said, dropping a pellet into his bowl. "Maybe three seconds is all you need. Maybe that's enough to decide who you're gonna be."
Fred opened his mouth, closed it, and swam away.
Maya smiled and picked up her phone. A new group notification popped up: Padel Team Roster.
Her name was on it.