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Three Seconds of Memory

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Maya's iPhone screen glowed in the darkness of her room at 2 AM, another notification from the group chat lighting up her face like a ghost. Just scrolled past three selfies of Chloe at that party Maya wasn't invited to. The same Chloe who'd been her best friend since fourth grade, now posting captioned "bestie night" with people Maya barely knew.

She shoved the phone under her pillow like that would make the FOMO disappear. Her gaze landed on the fishbowl across the room—Bubbles, the unkillable goldfish her mom won at a carnival three years ago. Bubbles did that thing goldfish do, swimming to the glass with his mouth opening and closing like he was trying to say something profound.

"At least you don't have social media," Maya whispered.

Her phone buzzed again. This time a DM from Jamie, the quiet guy from her English class who sat behind her and drew dragons in his notebook margins.

"saw you left the gc. everything okay?"

Maya stared at the message. Her thumbs hovered over the keyboard. The automatic response formed—"yeah I'm fine, just busy"—but her fingers wouldn't type it. Why was she protecting feelings that weren't protecting her back?

Outside, summer lightning flashed silently, illuminating her room in a strobe-like burst. The storm was still miles away, just like the friendship she couldn't seem to reach anymore.

She started typing. "honestly? no. feels like everyone's moving on and I'm stuck watching it happen."

The typing bubble appeared immediately. "that's valid. but also... maybe some friendships have expiration dates. like goldfish crackers. good while they last but you don't keep eating stale ones just because you used to love them."

Maya laughed. It was weirdly specific advice but somehow it hit different. She looked at Bubbles doing his little fish dance.

"wait did you just compare my ex-best friend to stale snacks"

"lowkey yes. also there's this meteor shower tonight if you wanna watch from your roof. no phones allowed."

Maya hesitated, then grabbed her hoodie. Maybe new beginnings started with three seconds of being real, followed by something completely unexpected.

As she climbed out the window, more lightning cracked the sky—purple veins across the darkness. Maybe this wasn't about losing a friend. Maybe it was about becoming someone who didn't need her phone to feel alive.

The night air hit her face. Jamie was already on his roof, two doors down. She waved, and he waved back.

Her iPhone stayed behind on her bed, dark and silent for the first time in months.