Three-Second Memory
Marcus stood at the padel court's edge, racquet heavy in his hand, watching Elena laugh with David—head tilted back, sunlight catching in her dark hair. She never laughed like that with him anymore. Not since the accident.
'You're up, Marcus.' David's voice carried across the court. Friendly. Too friendly.
He stepped forward, feet finding the familiar rhythm. Smash. Volley. The game blurred into muscle memory, his body moving while his mind replayed the doctor's words: short-term memory loss. Progressive. No cure.
Goldfish, he thought. I'm becoming a goldfish.
Three seconds of clarity, then the bowl resets.
He met Elena four years ago at this same club. She'd been watching him play, nursing a drink she never finished. They'd talked for hours. Now, sometimes he looked at her across the dinner table and couldn't remember why they'd stopped talking. Or if they ever really had.
That night, back in their apartment, Barnaby—their ragged orange cat—jumped onto his lap. Elena watched from the doorway, arms crossed.
'David invited us to dinner Saturday.' She said it like a test. 'He and Sarah are trying again.' Trying for a baby. The thing Marcus couldn't give her.
He'd forgotten that part. The fertility treatments. The failure. The quiet that followed.
'Saturday,' he repeated. 'Sounds nice.'
Barnaby purred against his chest, vibrating with simple needs. Food. Warmth. Touch. The cat remembered everything worth remembering.
'Marcus?' Elena's voice softened. 'You promised you'd write it down this time.'
He looked at his empty hands. No phone. No notebook. Just the cat's amber eyes watching him, knowing.
'I know,' he said. 'I know.' But already the moment was dissolving, the certainty sliding away like water through cupped hands. Tomorrow he'd promise again. Next week, he'd forget.
He scratched behind Barnaby's ears, feeling the cat's heartbeat against his palm. Some things you could hold onto. Some things held onto you.