The Zombie Effect
Marcus dragged himself through the front door feeling like a total zombie. Three weeks of summer school would do that to a person. His mom was already in the living room, eyes glued to some reality show on cable, her third glass of wine on the coaster.
"Marcus! Mrs. Chen invited you to the pool party! You should go!"
He groaned internally. The pool party. Where Jessica would be. Where his older brother Ryan and his cool friends would be. Where he'd feel like the awkward little brother everyone pitied.
But then Buster, his Golden retriever, came trotting over, nudging his hand with that wet nose. Buster didn't care that Marcus had failed Algebra. Buster didn't care that Marcus was basically a social zombie compared to Ryan.
"Fine," Marcus muttered. "I'll go."
Twenty minutes later, he stood at the Chen's pool, clutching a solo cup like it was a lifeline. The water glittered with that fake blue color that only existed in suburban pools. Jessica was laughing at something Brandon said—Brandon, who'd called Marcus "Ryan's shadow" for three years straight.
Marcus was about to retreat when he spotted an orange inflatable raft drifting abandoned near the deep end. Something about it called to him.
"Hey, zombie boy!" Brandon called out. "Your brother's not here to save you today."
The familiar knot tightened in Marcus's chest. The same old script. But then he caught Jessica's eye. She wasn't laughing.
"Leave him alone, Brandon," she said.
Marcus waded into the pool, the water shocking against his skin. He climbed onto the orange raft and floated there, staring up at the sky. The realness hit him suddenly—he was tired of playing his role. Tired of being the zombie brother, the shadow, the punchline.
He climbed out of the pool, water dripping everywhere, and walked straight up to Brandon.
"My name is Marcus," he said, his voice steady. "And I'm not my brother's anything."
Brandon blinked, caught off guard.
Jessica stepped up beside him. "Yeah, Brandon. Leave him alone."
Something shifted. Marcus felt it—like waking up from a long zombie-like sleep. Buster was waiting at home, and for the first time, he couldn't wait to see his dog. Because maybe, just maybe, he was finally becoming someone worth knowing.
Someone who wasn't a shadow anymore.