The Weight of Empty Things
Margot's hair kept catching in the frayed cable of her headset. She should've replaced it months ago, but the broken edge felt like her — worn, functional, barely holding together.
At forty-two, she'd learned to bear the weight of other people's incompetence. Today's offender: David, twenty-four, wearing a hat indoors because he thought it made him look like a tech visionary instead of an overgrown toddler. He'd just presented Q3 projections that belonged in a fantasy novel.
"Did you factor in the supplier chain issues?" she asked, not bothering to hide her exhaustion.
"We're agile," David said. "We pivot."
The cable snagged again. She pulled it loose, watching a strand of gray hair come with it. Another little death.
Her husband had left her three months ago. No dramatic fight, just a quiet admission over morning coffee that he couldn't bear the weight of her expectations anymore. What expectations? That he'd remember her birthday? That he'd notice when she stopped wearing makeup?
Margot's phone buzzed. Her sister, probably. Another crisis. Everything was a crisis now.
"Margot?" David was still talking. "You okay?"
She looked at him — really looked. The stupid hat. The clueless optimism. The way he'd never had to bear the crushing weight of realizing his dreams wouldn't come true, because he'd never actually had any.
"Fine," she said, pressing the wire back into place. "Just thinking about how much this cable needs replacing."
"We could get you wireless,"
"No," she said. "I like the tether. Reminds me I'm still connected to something."
David laughed, uncomfortable, missing the point entirely.
That night, Margot bought a hat — a proper one, wide-brimmed, ridiculous. She wore it to her kitchen table, poured a glass of wine, and didn't check her email. The cable of her headset lay coiled on her desk like a sleeping snake. For the first time in months, she could almost bear the silence.