The Water We Walk On
She watched him from the lounge chair—his back to her, shoulders hunched in that familiar posture that meant work, or worse. The iPhone glowed against his ear, a pale rectangle in the twilight. They were supposed to be here to fix things. Three days at the resort, no kids, no deadlines, just padel matches and cocktails and whatever remained between them after sixteen years.
"Claudia?" he called, turning. "You coming?"
"In a minute."
She turned back to the pool. The water was still, glass-dark, reflecting the first stars. It looked solid, like something you could walk on if you only believed hard enough. That was the problem with wanting things—you started to believe they were possible.
She remembered the night she'd checked his phone, standing in their kitchen at 3 AM while he slept down the hall. The messages hadn't been explicit. That was the thing about Tom—foresight, even in betrayal. No paper trail. Just enough to know: someone named Sofia, a fox she wasn't.
"You're overthinking it," he'd said when she'd confronted him weeks later. "You always do."
Now he was standing by the padel court, waving her over, his silhouette against the lights that had just flickered on. And she thought: I could hate you. I could walk into that pool with my clothes on and scream your name until security comes. I could pack my bags and catch the midnight flight.
Instead she stood, testing the weight of her choices like water testing its banks.
They played in silence, the ball cracking against the glass walls, echoing in the cooling air. Every hit felt like something she couldn't say. When he laughed at a good shot—really laughed, like the old days—she felt something crack open inside her.
"You're getting better," he said afterward, wiping sweat from his forehead.
"I've been practicing."
They walked to the pool's edge together. The water lapped softly against the tile.
"So?" he said. "Did it help? Being here?"
She looked at him—at the gray in his temples, at the familiar curve of his mouth, at the man she'd built a life with and might still be building something with, even if it wasn't what she'd thought.
"The water," she said, "looks different from up close."
"Is that a yes?"
She touched his arm, lightly, feeling the heat of his skin. "It's not a no."
Behind them, a fox slipped from the gardens, moving like water through shadow, carrying something in its mouth—a lost ball, maybe, or something it had caught and decided to keep.