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The Sunday Morning Match

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Elena adjusted the brim of her hat against the unforgiving Spanish sun, the same straw fedora she'd worn to Marcus's funeral three months ago. Some habits you couldn't shake, even when the person who'd mocked them was gone. The padel court reflected light like a mirror, mocking her grief with its cheerful blue surface.

"You're late," Daniel said, already at the net, racket loose in his grip. He was her dead husband's best friend, the one who'd suggested she take up padel in the first place. The one who kept showing up at her door with takeout and forced normalcy.

"Traffic." Elena stepped onto the court. Her movements were automatic, muscle memory from Saturday morning matches that had once included three people instead of two.

They played in silence at first. The ball bounced between them like a conversation they couldn't have. Elena found herself watching Daniel's back, the way his shirt clung to his shoulder blades, and felt something like guilt hollow out her stomach. Not because she was thinking about Daniel that way, but because she wasn't thinking about Marcus at all.

"You know," Daniel said between points, wiping sweat from his forehead, "Marcus called himself a zombie those last months. Said he was just going through the motions before he even got sick."

The words hit harder than any serve. Elena missed the next ball completely.

"He never told me that."

"He didn't want you to know." Daniel moved closer to the net. "He said you were the only thing that made him feel alive."

Elena felt tears press against her lashes, hot and humiliating. She hadn't cried since the memorial. "And now what? We're both zombies?"

Daniel considered this, his expression unreadable in the glare. "Maybe. Or maybe we're just people who loved someone who forgot how to love himself back."

He tossed her the ball. His fingers brushed hers and lingered for a heartbeat too long. Not a replacement, Elena realized—not a substitution for what she'd lost. Something else entirely. Something beginning.

"Your serve," he said quietly.

Elena adjusted her hat against the sun and stepped up to the line. The ball was heavy in her hand, a small red promise that tomorrow would come whether she was ready for it or not. She threw it up and swung, feeling something in her chest loosen for the first time in months.