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The Summer of Second Chances

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Maya stared at her reflection, the bathroom mirror showing exactly what she'd been trying to avoid for weeks. The haircut was supposed to be a bold chop—a pixie that screamed I'm new, I'm different, I'm ready for high school. Instead, her hair stuck out in every direction, making her look like she'd stuck a fork in an electrical socket.

"You ready?" her mom called from downstairs.

Maya grabbed her favorite baseball cap—the oversized Dodgers hat she'd stolen from her older brother's closet last year—and shoved it over her head. Problem solved. Mostly.

The first day of freshman year, and she was already running five minutes late because she couldn't decide between the hat or wearing her hair like a chaotic bird's nest. The hat won.

She sprinted toward the bus stop, backpack bouncing against her spine, and practically collided with someone rounding the corner.

"Watch where you're—oh, it's you."

Lucas. The same Lucas who'd made fun of her braces in seventh grade. The same Lucas who was somehow already gorgeous, with actual jawline definition and perfectly messy brown hair that definitely didn't require a Dodgers hat to look presentable.

"Sorry," Maya muttered, readjusting her hat like it was a shield.

"Nice hat," he said, and for a second, she thought he was being sarcastic. But then he grinned, and it was genuine. "You trying out for the team?"

"What? No. I just... like baseball."

"Cool. I'm trying out for JV baseball. First practice is today." He paused. "You should come watch. Bring the good luck charm."

He tapped the brim of her hat, and her face burned hotter than the August sun.

The bus pulled up, saving her from having to form actual words. Lucas sat behind her, and she spent the whole ride freaking out internally while her best friend Emma texted her: DID U JUST TALK TO LUCAS CHAVEZ

Maya typed back: HE TALKED TO ME FIRST

Emma: WHAT DID HE SAY

Maya: Something about baseball???

By lunch, Maya's scalp was itching under the hat, but she refused to take it off. Emma gave her that look—the one that said I know you're hiding something, and I'm going to figure it out.

"What's under the hat?" Emma asked, poking at her strawberries.

"Nothing."

"Maya."

"Fine. A disaster."

She pulled off the hat, and her hair puffed out like she'd been electrocuted. Emma stared for a solid three seconds before wheeze-laughing so hard milk came out her nose.

"Oh my god, it's not that bad!"

"It's awful," Maya groaned, pulling the hat back down. "I wanted to reinvent myself, not look like a hedgehog that lost a fight."

"Okay, first of all, hedgehogs are adorable. Second, you're literally still you with or without the hair. Third—" Emma pointed across the cafeteria "—Lucas keeps looking over here."

Maya turned around, and sure enough, Lucas was watching their table. When he caught her eye, he smiled and raised an eyebrow like he knew something she didn't.

"I think he likes the hat," Emma said.

"I think I'm keeping the hat forever," Maya replied, but for the first time all day, she considered—just considered—taking it off.

After school, she found herself at the baseball field anyway. Lucas spotted her in the stands, hat still pulled low, and waved before jogging over.

"You came!"

"I was in the neighborhood."

"You live three blocks away."

"It's a nice day for a walk."

He laughed, and something in her chest did a little flip. "Hey, you should come to all the games. Bring your brother's hat. We need all the luck we can get."

"It's my hat now."

"Even better."

His phone buzzed. "I gotta get back to practice. Hey Maya?"

"Yeah?"

"Tomorrow? You can wear the hat if you want. But you don't have to."

He jogged back to the field, and Maya's hand went to the brim of her hat. She thought about everything she'd been hiding behind it—her fear, her uncertainty, her hair that refused to cooperate.

She thought about Lucas looking at her across the cafeteria, how he'd smiled when she took it off at lunch.

Maya stood up, pulled the hat off, and let the wind mess up her hair however it wanted.

Some things were worth being seen for.