The Summer of In-Between
Lila yanked the bucket hat down lower. The brim shadowed her eyes like a personal eclipse—exactly the vibe she wanted. Fourteen and going into high school in August, she'd decided summer was for reinvention. The hat was phase one.
"You want this vitamin D or what?" Her mom waved a bottle at her, dramatically tragic in her pajamas. "It's literally sunshine in a capsule. Your deficiency is concerning, Lila."
"I'm literally fine," Lila said, though she pocketed the orange bottle. Because what if her mom was right? What if her entire personality could be fixed by better nutrition? The internet said so.
Her phone buzzed. GROUP CHAT: Pool @ Maya's, 2 PM. Lila's stomach did that thing where it forgot how to stomach.
Because Maya had actual curves. And confidence. And she didn't wear hat-brim eclipses.
Lila grabbed her backpack—and froze. The HDMI cable coiled around her handle like a snake she'd accidentally domesticated. It was from last night's movie marathon with her dad, their thing since the divorce. Connect, watch, disconnect. Repeat. Safe. Predictable.
At the pool, everyone looked tan and effortless. Lila perched on a lounge chair, hat firmly in place, vitamin D bottle pressing into her hip like a secret weapon.
"Yo, Lila!" Maya waved from the water. "You swimming or what?"
"Maybe later," she called back, voice weirdly tight.
Then this boy Jake—sophomore, actually cute—sat beside her. "Nice hat."
"Thanks," she mumbled.
"You play?" He pointed at her backpack. The cable was visible, tangled and absurd.
"Oh. Yeah, my dad and I..." She stopped. Why did she sound so awkward? "Movie nights."
Jake nodded. "My dad's been gone since I was ten. I'd kill for movie nights." His voice dropped. "Like, actually kill someone."
Lila laughed. It wasn't fake.
The vitamin D pressed into her side. She could be herself—hat, cable, weird deficiencies, all of it. Or she could be whoever she thought she should be.
"Jake," she said, "you should come over. My dad has Star Wars. Like, all of them."
His face lit up like she'd handed him the actual moon.
In her pocket, her phone buzzed again. GROUP CHAT: Lila where u at????
She didn't answer. Some reinventions could wait until tomorrow.