The Storm Before
The lightning forked across the bruise-colored sky, illuminating the empty stadium where Marcus sat alone in Section 23, the same seats he and Elena had shared for fifteen seasons. The baseball diamond below glistened with rain, the pitcher's mound a lonely island in a sea of mud.
At his feet, Buster—the elderly Golden Retriever they'd adopted the year Elena got sick—sighed heavily and rested his weathered muzzle on Marcus's knee. The dog had stopped asking for walks months ago, as if understanding that some journeys had to be taken alone.
"You know," Marcus whispered, scratching behind Buster's ears, "she never missed opening day. Not once."
He'd told himself he came to clear his head, but really he came because the silence in their apartment had grown too loud. Six weeks since the funeral, and he still found himself setting two places for dinner, still reached for her side of the bed every morning.
The baseball game had been canceled due to weather—flash flood warning, tornado watch, the whole meteorological catastrophe. But Marcus had stayed anyway, watching the storm roll in, thinking about how Elena always said she loved the rain. Said it washed things clean.
Another flash of lightning, closer this time. Buster stirred, his tail thumping rhythmically against the metal seat. Marcus caught movement along the first-base line—a grounds crew member running toward the dugout, trailing a tarp. For a moment, the sight of someone else, alive and moving through this world, felt like a revelation.
He stood up, knees popping, and Buster scrambled to follow. They walked down the concrete steps, through the concourse with its shuttered concession stands and abandoned programs, out into the parking lot where the rain had begun to fall in earnest.
At home, the apartment waited. Not empty, exactly—Buster's toys scattered across the living room, Elena's gardening books stacked beside the sofa, her coffee mug still beside the sink. Full of the evidence of a life interrupted, of a story paused mid-sentence.
Marcus watched the rain blur the city lights through the window. Buster pressed against his leg, solid and warm and demanding nothing more than presence itself. Tomorrow, Marcus would call his sister. Maybe he'd finally unpack Elena's office. Maybe he'd just sit here with the dog and watch the storm pass through.
But tonight, he allowed himself this: baseball stadium rain on his skin, a dog's steady breathing at his side, the knowledge that lightning—however briefly—could still illuminate the dark.