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The Spy in the Teddy Bear

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Layla's world ended the Tuesday her dad moved out. Now she was sixteen and living two lives — Mom's house (Rules: Anger Silence Frozen Pizza) and Dad's apartment (Rules: Pretend Everything's Chill Gaming Until Dawn).

"You're my eyes and ears, Laybug," Dad said, handing her a cracked iPhone 11. "Just keep me posted on your mom, yeah? If she's... doing okay."

He wanted her to be his spy. She hated it. But she also hated how quiet his apartment got without her laughter bouncing off the walls.

The old iPhone lived in her backpack like a dark secret. Every time Mom asked "How's your dad?" Layla felt like she was drowning in borrowed time. Dad called her his "little bear" when she was six — before the divorce, before he started dropping her off like weekend luggage.

Now she sat on the edge of her bathtub at 2 AM, Dad's old phone propped on a shampoo bottle, facetiming him while he sat three towns away in his lonely bachelor pad. The charging cable was frayed at the end, wires exposed like nerve endings, and she had to hold it at this specific angle or the whole connection died.

"She's fine, Dad," she lied for the hundredth time, watching his pixelated face soften. "She's dating this guy. He's... nice."

She didn't mention Mom cried through dinner. She didn't mention she found Mom's antidepressants in the bathroom cabinet. Some spy work was about protection, not intelligence.

The cable slipped. The screen flickered.

"Layla? You there?"

She scrambled to reconnect it, palm sweating, heart hammering. This stupid broken cable, this stupid broken family, this stupid double life she lived like some undercover operative in her own existence.

Then it hit her — she could just let it disconnect. She could stop being the go-between, the spy, the bear who carried everyone's baggage. She was sixteen, not six.

"Dad," she said, "call Mom yourself."

"What?"

"I'm done being your spy. Call her. She misses you. I don't — you guys do that to yourselves enough. But she does."

She disconnected the call. Turned off the phone. Wrapped the frayed cable around it one last time.

In the morning, she texted them both the same message: I love you both but I'm done being the middle. Figure your own stuff out.

Then she walked to school with her own phone in her pocket, nobody's spy but her own.