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The Sphinx at the End of the Bar

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The whiskey glass left rings on the coaster. Elena bore them like scars—evidence of how many times she'd sat here waiting, though who she waited for had changed over the months.

"You're doing it again," Marcus said, sliding onto the stool beside her. His voice carried that careful weight friends use when they're about to say something they've rehearsed in mirrors.

"Doing what?"

"That sphinx thing. Where you know something but won't say it, and the rest of us are supposed to solve the riddle or walk away defeated." He signaled the bartender. "Jameson. Two."

Elena traced the condensation on her glass. "I'm not being cryptic. I'm just... processing."

"You're bearing it. Whatever 'it' is this time." Marcus turned to face her fully. "Last year it was the divorce. Before that, your mother. Now you show up at this bar every Tuesday looking like you've seen a ghost, and I'm supposed to pretend everything's fine because that's what good friends do?"

A sphinx moth battered itself against the window, drawn to the neon sign. Elena watched its frantic, dusty wings.

"I saw him today," she said quietly. "My ex. With someone new. They were—" She gestured, helpless. "Happy. The way we never were."

Marcus exhaled. "That's it? You're spiraling because he moved on?"

"No." Elena's laugh surprised them both—sharp, bitter. "I'm spiraling because I realized I don't want him back. I don't want any of it back. The marriage, the life we had, the person I was." She met Marcus's eyes. "I'm grieving something I never actually had."

The sphinx moth gave up and disappeared into the night.

"Oh," Marcus said. He stared at his untouched drink. "That's... actually terrible."

"Right?" Elena finished her whiskey. "So you can stop being my friend if you want. This version of me doesn't exactly make for fun nights out."

Marcus considered this. The bar's neon flickered, casting his face in alternating shadow and light. He looked like he was solving something, turning it over in his mind.

"No," he said finally. "I think I'll bear witness instead. Someone should." He slid his glass toward her. "Besides, worst-case scenario? We drink terrible whiskey and complain about how hard adulthood is. Hardly the worst Tuesday ever."

Elena smiled—small, genuine. "You're a good man, Marcus Wells."

"Don't say that. You'll ruin my reputation." He clinked his glass against hers. "To the things we never had."

"To bearing witness," she corrected.

"That too."