The Sphinx at Sunset
Maya's screen glowed at 2 AM — her third consecutive night of doom-scrolling through Instagram, watching everyone else live what looked like actual lives while hers felt like a behind-the-scenes documentary she hadn't signed up for. Her dad had bought her these Vitamin D gummies, said they'd help with mood and energy. She took them reluctantly, like they were some kind of emotional software patch for a system running on empty.
The Sphinx stood at the edge of Memorial Park, a weird limestone statue someone had donated in the 90s. Maya and Leo sat on the concrete bench beside it, sharing fries from the drive-thru, both pretending they weren't freaking out about homecoming. Leo's phone buzzed. He didn't check it.
"My mom says I need to put myself out there," Maya said, picking at a loose thread on her denim jacket. "Like, statistically speaking, if I just show up enough, eventually something will happen. That's not how it works though, right?"
Leo laughed. "Bro, you're thinking about this like an optimization problem. Some shit just happens. Some shit doesn't. The Sphinx asks you a riddle, but the riddle is just: are you okay with not knowing the answer?"
"Since when are you philosophical?"
"Since I realized everyone else is also pretending to know what they're doing. Look." He held up his iPhone, opened the Notes app. "I have a list of things I'm terrified of. Number one: dancing in public. Number two: saying the wrong thing. Number three: literally everything else."
Maya stared at him. "You? Mr. Student Council President?"
"Different kind of anxious." Leo shrugged. "I'm scared people will see the real me. You're scared people won't."
The words hit her like a physical thing. She thought about the vitamins on her nightstand. The Instagram posts she spent hours crafting. The way she shrunk herself in group settings, waiting for someone to notice she'd gone quiet.
"What if the real me sucks though?" she said softly.
"Then you work on her. But you can't fix what you won't look at." Leo stood up, brushed crumbs off his jeans. "Homecoming's in two weeks. I'm going to dance like an absolute idiot. You should come. Not to perform. Just to exist."
Maya looked at the Sphinx, its stone face caught in that eternal riddle-smile. Maybe the answer wasn't about becoming someone else. Maybe it was about finally meeting the person she already was.
"Okay," she said. "But if they play slow songs, I'm leaving."
Leo grinned. "Deal. Also, you should probably actually take those vitamins. Can't fight existential dread with vitamin deficiency."