The Sphinx at Sunset
Margaret hadn't been swimming since the funeral. Six months of avoiding the community pool, six months of letting her membership lapse, six months of the water in her ears remaining silent. Today she stood at the edge, the chlorine stinging her nose, remembering how David had taught her to float on her back—trust the water, he'd said, it will hold you up.
The pool was nearly empty at four on a Tuesday. Just Margaret and an elderly man doing laps with agonizing slowness, his arms cutting through the surface like scythes through wheat. She slipped into the water, and it was like slipping back into herself. The sensation of weightlessness returned immediately, her body remembering what her mind had tried to forget.
She swam to the other end, twenty meters of measured strokes and regulated breathing. At the wall, she turned and saw it—a sphinx. Not a mythological creature, but a sculpture someone had left on the deck, a small ceramic piece with chipped paint and an enigmatic smile. It looked ridiculously out of place beside the pool filter and safety signs, yet strangely perfect. Riddles without answers, secrets without questions.
Margaret thought about the last conversation she'd had with David. You're always solving puzzles that don't exist, he'd said, frustration creasing his forehead. Sometimes things are exactly what they seem. She'd pushed, always pushed, looking for hidden meanings in his silences, riddles in his straightforward affection. The sphinx smiled knowingly.
She pulled herself from the water, wrapping a towel around her shoulders. In her bag sat an orange, forgotten since yesterday's lunch. She peeled it, the citrus scent sharp and bright against the smell of chlorine. The sections burst in her mouth—sweet, tart, alive.
The elderly man climbed from the pool, his movements slower now. He nodded at the sphinx. My wife made that, he said. Before she couldn't remember things anymore.
Margaret looked at the ceramic creature with new eyes. Not a riddle, but a reminder.
She finished the orange, sticky juice on her fingers, and dove back into the water. This time she didn't think about David or puzzles or the right way to grieve. She just swam, cutting through the water, trusting it to hold her up, finally ready to float on her own.