The Space Between Us
The heat pressed against the back of her neck, making the loose strands of her hair cling to her skin in damp, frustrating rings. Elena sat on the edge of the hotel pool, legs submerged in the cool blue water, watching him.
Marcus was twenty feet away, lounging on a chaise with his hat pulled low over his eyes. She could see the glint of his iPhone in his hand, his thumb scrolling through something that wasn't her. Hadn't been her for months now.
"I'm going for a swim," she'd said an hour ago. He'd barely looked up.
Now she watched a couple in their twenties splash near the deep end, the woman's palm pressed against her partner's chest in easy laughter. That used to be them—before the promotions, before the IVF treatments failed, before the silence filled their condo like displaced air.
Elena slid into the water, its sudden weight a momentary relief. She began swimming laps, counting strokes to keep from counting the days since they'd really touched, really spoken. One, two, three—breath. Four, five, six—the water muffled everything.
When she emerged, gasping, Marcus was still scrolling. The hat still shadowed his face. She walked over, water dripping from her skin onto the concrete, and saw what held his attention: a property listing in another city. Single bedroom. Open concept.
"You're leaving," she said. It wasn't a question.
He lowered the phone, and for the first time in months, she saw him clearly—the resignation in his eyes, the exhaustion they'd both been carrying.
"I thought I was," he said quietly. "But I can't seem to book the flight."
Elena sat on the edge of his chaise, her hand covering his where it rested on the device. "Then don't."
They sat like that as the afternoon light lengthened, neither moving, neither speaking, while somewhere below the surface, something imperceptible shifted between them—like tides responding to a moon they couldn't see.