The Social Pyramid Scheme
The pyramid of Lincoln High's social hierarchy was as real as the concrete wall I smashed my padel ball against every Tuesday. Freshman year had positioned me somewhere near the bottom—barely above the kids who ate lunch in the library, definitely below the varsity clique that ruled the school like they owned it.
"You coming to Jordan's party?" Maya asked, spinning her racket between points.
I adjusted my hat—pulling the brim lower had become my signature move, a shield against the world. "Probably not."
"You should. Everyone's going."
Everyone. The word hung in the air like a bad smell. Maya had ascended the pyramid faster than anyone I'd ever seen. Freshman year, we'd bonded over shared misery in gym class. Now she moved through the hallways like she belonged at the top, while I was still stuck in the middle, floating between friend groups without really landing.
When I got home, Barnaby—my mom's ancient orange cat—was waiting by the door like always. He didn't care about the pyramid. He didn't care that I'd spent third period pretending to text someone so I wouldn't look lonely. He just wanted dinner and maybe ear scratches.
"You're lucky, Barnaby," I said, dropping my bag. "No parties. No social climbing. Just tuna and naps."
He head-butted my ankle in solidarity.
That night, I stared at my ceiling, replaying Maya's invitation. Was she being genuine, or was I her charity case? The friend she kept around to prove she hadn't changed? The overthinking spiraled until Barnaby jumped on my chest, purring like a chainsaw.
Saturday arrived with my stomach doing backflips. I almost talked myself out of going six times. But then I thought about sitting in my room while Barnaby judged me, and I grabbed my keys.
The party was exactly what I expected: too loud, too crowded, too everything. I hovered near the snacks, wishing my hat could pull down even lower. Until Maya found me.
"You came!" She grabbed my hand, dragging me toward a group of people I'd spent years avoiding. "This is Alex. We've been friends since—"
"Forever," someone finished for her.
"Alex plays padel with me," Maya said, like it was the most interesting thing about me. "She's actually good, unlike some people here."
Everyone laughed, but not at me. With me.
"So," a guy named Kevin said, "you play?"
"Every Tuesday," I said, surprising myself by not stammering.
"We should get a game going sometime."
Maya winked at me. See? the wink said. The pyramid wasn't as steep as I'd thought. Or maybe it had never been a pyramid at all—just a bunch of people pretending they knew what they were doing, terrified someone would notice they were all faking it.
Barnaby was waiting when I got home. I scratched his ears, still wearing my hat, still standing somewhere in the middle of everything, but for the first time, that felt like exactly where I was supposed to be.