The Signal in the Static
Maria stared at the papaya on the conference room table, its tropical orange flesh an obscene splash of color against the sterile gray surroundings. The strategic planning retreat in Miami had been her husband's idea — his way of apologizing for whatever affair he was probably having with someone from accounting. She'd stopped caring months ago.
The HDMI cable dangled loose from the projector where Marcus, their senior VP, had disconnected it in his third fit of pique that morning. She watched it sway slightly in the air conditioning's artificial breeze, a black umbilical cord that had failed to deliver whatever presentation was supposed to save their department from the next round of layoffs.
"You're not eating," David said, sliding into the chair beside her. His hand brushed hers, palm warm and slightly damp. She should have pulled away. They'd been dancing around whatever this was for six months — lingering glances in the elevator, emails that stayed in drafts until midnight, the way his voice dropped an octave when he asked if she wanted to grab coffee.
"Not hungry," she said. "Just thinking about how we're all going to be redundant by Friday."
He laughed, that dry sound she'd come to crave. "Redundancy's underrated. My grandfather worked the same factory line for forty years. He died hating Mondays. At least we'll die having seen Miami."
The papaya sat between them like an accusation. She thought about the night before, David standing outside her hotel room door, drunk and saying things they couldn't unsay. She'd opened the door. Then she'd closed it.
"Your husband's looking for you," David said quietly. "He seems... tense."
"He's always tense," she replied, finally meeting David's eyes. "Some people collect tension like others collect stamps."
His palm covered hers on the table. Neither of them moved. The HDMI cable kept swaying. Somewhere beyond the floor-to-ceiling glass, Miami's real palms bent in wind that actually meant something.
"The projector's still on," she noted. "Even with the cable disconnected."
"Blue screen," David said. "Like there's still a signal somewhere, if you knew where to look."
She squeezed his hand. "Maybe there is."
They sat like that as David's voice dropped further, saying things that would destroy everything or save it, depending on which version of themselves they chose to become. The papaya continued its slow oxidation, turning darker at the edges, marking time in a way their watches never could.