The Seventh Inning Stretch
She found the iPhone in his nightstand, wedged between a stack of unpaid bills and a bottle of whiskey that had never been opened. It was an ancient model, the screen cracked like a spiderweb of forgotten moments. When she pressed the home button, it miraculously lit up, revealing a photo gallery she'd never seen before.
Her hair fell across her face as she leaned closer to the screen, the same way it had the night he'd walked out three months ago. She'd chopped it all off the next day—a pixie cut that felt like liberation then, like severing the last visible thread connecting them. Now it was growing back, an unwelcome reminder that healing isn't a straight line.
The photos were all from one day: September 14th, 2019. A baseball game. She remembered it suddenly—the Dodgers versus the Giants, the unwritten rule they'd made about never discussing work during the seventh inning stretch. In the photos, they were young, their faces illuminated by the stadium lights, her hair long and dark, his arm draped around her shoulders like a promise he didn't know he couldn't keep.
There was a video too. She pressed play, the sound tinny but clear. They were singing 'Take Me Out to the Ball Game' along with the crowd, but mostly they were laughing, faces pressed together, the camera shaky because he couldn't hold it steady. At the end, he whispered something she couldn't quite make out, and she laughed, throwing her head back.
She watched it three times. On the fourth viewing, she finally heard it.
"I'm going to marry you someday."
The words hung in the silent apartment. She remembered that moment now—the heat of his breath against her ear, the way her heart had soared, the certainty that had felt like gravity. That certainty had eroded slowly, imperceptibly, until the day she'd come home to find his keys on the counter and a note that said he couldn't be what she needed anymore.
The battery died. The screen went black, and in the reflection, she saw her own face—older, wearier, her hair now shoulder-length and streaked with premature silver at the temples.
She placed the phone back in the nightstand exactly as she'd found it. Some things are better left buried. Some memories are like old baseball statistics: interesting to look back on, but they don't change the score of the game that's already been played.
Her phone buzzed in her pocket—a text from her sister asking if she was coming to dinner. She stood up, smoothed her hair, and for the first time in three months, didn't flinch at the ghost of him that lived in every corner of this apartment.
She would be late, she replied. But she was coming.