The Seventh Inning Stretch
The baseball game dragged into the seventh inning, the sky bruising purple above the stadium. Elena nursed her warm beer, scrolling through the text messages she'd found on Marcus's phone—six months of late nights, "working late," encrypted messaging apps. She'd become exactly the kind of person she'd always mocked: a digital spy in her own marriage, parsing timestamps like they were evidence in a criminal case.
The bear mascot lumbered past in a suffocating polyester suit, high-fiving children who'd already forgotten him by the time his fur-swaddled frame reached the next section. Elena wanted to be that oblivious. Instead, she remembered how Marcus had looked at her that morning, really looked at her, before kissing her forehead and leaving for "the office" on a Saturday.
"Need another?" The vendor's voice cut through her spiraling thoughts.
She shook her head. Her phone buzzed—Marcus, wondering where she was. The water fountain behind her burbled rhythmically, its continuous flow mocking her certainty. She'd been so sure, scrolling through those messages in their bedroom this morning, sunlight exposing the dust motes dancing around her treachery. But Marcus had forgiven her before, when she'd been the one to stray after her father died, when grief had made her reckless and hungry for any feeling except numbness.
Their cat, Buster, would be waiting at home, probably asleep in Marcus's desk chair. Buster didn't care who texted whom at midnight. Buster just wanted dinner and a warm patch of sunlight.
The crowd roared as someone hit a home run. Elena stood with them, her phone clutched in her hand like evidence she wasn't ready to present yet. Maybe she'd go home and curl up beside Buster. Maybe she'd ask Marcus for the truth. Maybe some marriages could bear the weight of being human—flawed, selfish,反复地 failing each other and choosing to stay anyway.
She typed back: "Miss you too. Be home soon."