The Seventh Inning Stretch
The vitamin bottle sat on his nightstand, a cheerful orange promise that forty-five dollars a month couldn't buy back what time had already stolen. Marcus swallowed two gel capsules with tepid water, his reflection catching in the mirror—what was left of his hair, anyway. Thinning at the crown. Thinning everywhere.
He reached for his hat. The battered baseball cap had been with him through three jobs, one divorce, and what felt like a lifetime of missed opportunities. It fit differently now. Had his head always been this shape?
She was already awake when he returned to the bedroom. Elena sat propped against pillows, her hair tousled in that way that made his chest ache.
"Still taking those?" she asked, nodding toward the bathroom.
"They're supposed to help."
"Marcus." Her voice soft, knowing. "Your father was bald by thirty. You're forty-two and still holding on. That's victory."
He pulled on his hat. "I'm not ready to look like him."
The amateur baseball league game started at noon. Marcus played left field for a team of accountants and therapists who'd all once dreamed of the minors. Today his batting average was .167, which felt like a metaphor for everything else in his life.
Second inning, a line drive sailed toward him. Sun in his eyes, sweat trickling down his temple, he adjusted his hat too late. The ball hit his glove and tumbled out. Error.
From the dugout, someone yelled, "Take off the hat, old man! Maybe you'll see better!"
Laughter rippled through the infield. Something in Marcus's chest tightened.
He thought about the vitamins. The hair products. The hats accumulating in his closet like casualties in a losing war. Elena watched from the stands, her presence steady and waiting.
Marcus walked to the dugout, removed his cap, and ran his hand through what remained of his hair. The sun hit his scalp, warm and unapologetic.
Next inning, he hit a double.
That night, he threw the vitamin bottle in the trash. Elena found him on the balcony, hatless, watching the city lights blur together.
"You look like yourself," she said, wrapping her arms around his waist.
He breathed in the scent of her hair. "I think I'm finally ready to meet that guy."