The Seventh Inning Stretch
The cable bill sat unpaid on the kitchen counter for three months. Maria hadn't noticed. Or maybe she had, and the silence between them had grown so vast that pointing out trivialities felt like shouting across the Grand Canyon.
Now the screen was dead, just another black mirror reflecting their apartment in grayscale. Rain slashed against the window like it had a personal vendetta, and somewhere beyond the glass, lightning fractured the sky—brilliant, violent, gone before you could properly mourn its absence. Like their marriage.
"Baseball season's almost over," he said, not looking at her. His fingers traced the rim of a coffee mug she'd bought inPortland, back when they still took weekend trips.
"Tom, we can't afford the cable anyway." Her voice was tired. Not angry anymore. Just worn smooth, like river stones.
That was when the metaphor hit him, clumsy and inevitable as a foul ball to the forehead: a marriage was like baseball. You could swing for the fences, but sometimes you just needed to stop swinging and let yourself strike out. The bull-headed stubbornness that had carried him through business negotiations, through his father's funeral, through three rounds of layoffs at the firm—that same stubbornness was destroying the only thing he'd ever built that actually mattered.
Another flash of lightning illuminated the apartment. For a split second, he saw her face clearly: the faint lines around her mouth, the way she'd stopped wearing makeup to Zoom calls, the exhaustion she didn't bother hiding anymore.
"I cancelled the cable," she said softly. "But I kept the internet."
He looked up.
"Why?"
Maria shrugged, a small gesture that somehow carried the weight of eight years together. "Figure we can still stream the games. And I thought... maybe you'd finally have to talk to me instead."
Outside, thunder rolled across the city like the world's longest exhale. Tom thought about all the things he'd meant to say and hadn't, all the moments he'd chosen comfort over courage. The bull in the china shop had been him all along.
"Turn it on," he said. "The internet. I want to watch the game with you."