The Seventh Inning Stretch
Marcus sat on their balcony, an orange rind curled around his thumb like a crescent moon. Below, the city stretched toward the harbor, but his eyes were fixed on the television where the Giants were losing again.
"You took your vitamin?" Elena called from inside. She always asked now, since the diagnosis. Since the word "infertility" had entered their apartment like a tumor they couldn't cut out.
"Yeah," he lied. The bottle sat unopened on the counter. What was the point of being healthy when they'd never create a life together?
She came out with two glasses of wine. Her bull-like determination—that quality he'd fallen in love with when she fought through law school, fought through their move to this city, fought through everything—had softened into something fragile. Something breakable.
"My mother called," she said, sitting beside him. "Asked about grandchildren again. I told her we were focusing on careers."
Marcus reached for her hand. It felt smaller than he remembered.
On screen, the batter hit a foul ball that arced toward the stands. A woman reached up, missed, and the baseball clattered against empty seats. Something about the way it fell—graceful but ultimately uncaught—made his chest ache.
"We could adopt," she said quietly. "I've been thinking about it."
The orange sunset had faded to gray. The baseball game continued, meaningless now. He looked at Elena, really looked at her, and saw the woman who'd fought for everything she'd ever wanted, fighting now for something she couldn't control.
"You're the strongest person I know," he said. "But you don't always have to be the bull charging at everything. Sometimes we can just... exist."
She leaned into him, and for the first time in months, he felt her weight fully surrender against his shoulder. The television played on, but neither of them was watching anymore. They were just two people in the dark, holding onto each other as the world spun on without them, complete in their incompleteness.