The Salad Course
Elena smoothed the linen napkin across her lap, her fingers trembling almost imperceptibly. Around the table, the dinner party chatter swelled—mergers, promotions, the new condo development going up on the waterfront.
She'd been Mark's wife for seven years, his partner for twelve. And somewhere along the way, she'd become the person who made sure the apartment stayed clean, who stocked the refrigerator with organic vegetables he never ate, who pretended not to notice how his phone lit up at 2 AM with messages he'd answer in the bathroom.
Then she saw it: the spinach. A tiny green fleck caught between Mark's front teeth, visible every time he laughed at Jessica from accounting's jokes. Jessica, who had been Elena's friend too, once.
Maybe it was the three glasses of cheap wine, or the months of him coming home late with vague explanations about conference calls and the unreliable Wi-Fi in his office building—the cable always down, always being serviced, always somehow preventing her from reaching him.
She'd dismissed it. She'd trusted. She'd made herself smaller to fit the life he was building, the life that didn't seem to include her anymore.
Jessica touched Mark's arm. He didn't pull away. His palm lingered on hers—just a second too long for professional courtesy, just tender enough for the kind of familiarity that comes from knowing someone intimately.
Something in Elena's chest cracked open.
She remembered last week, finding his laptop open. No spy software, no elaborate surveillance. Just a chat window minimized to the taskbar. Not work at all.
"Is there something in my teeth?" Mark asked suddenly, catching her staring.
Elena reached across the table, not toward him but for the wine bottle. Her hand was steady now. "No," she said. "You look perfect."
The word hung in the air between them—perfect, perfect, perfect.
She would wait until they got home. She would ask him to unpack his own bag for the first time in years. She would tell him she'd started seeing a therapist, that she'd been thinking about what she wanted from her life, from this marriage, from herself.
She took a sip of wine and finally tasted it. Bitter. Complex. Real.