The Riddle of Goodbye
The coaxial cable lay coiled like a dead snake between us — the last remnant of our cable installation project from five years ago, back when Marcus and I still believed friendship could be upgraded like internet bandwidth.
Now he sat on my sofa, his German shepherd, Sphinx, resting her massive head on his knee. The dog had been his wife's idea — a creature of mythic silence and riddle-filled eyes, named for the ancient guardian who asked questions none could answer. Now Theresa was gone, and Sphinx was the only one who still looked at Marcus like he held all the answers.
"The doctor says it's aggressive," Marcus said, his voice flat. "Started taking vitamin D supplements, like that's going to fix anything."
I wanted to reach out, to offer comfort that wouldn't sound hollow. But we'd been drifting apart for years, our conversations reduced to quarterly check-ins and birthday texts. Friendship, I'd learned, isn't always about grand gestures — sometimes it's about showing up for the small, terrible moments.
Sphinx lifted her head, her dark eyes fixing on me with that unnerving intelligence. What walks on four legs in the morning, two legs at noon, three legs in the evening? The old riddle wasn't about stages of life — it was about who stands beside you through each one.
"The cable," I said suddenly. "I never finished hooking it up."
Marcus blinked, then laughed — a genuine sound that crumbled the wall between us. "Five years later, and that's what you remember?"
"It's not about the cable," I said. "It's that we left things unfinished."
He was silent for a long moment. Sphinx whined softly, nudging his hand with her wet nose. Finally, Marcus met my eyes. "Theresa used to say that love — any kind — is like a vitamin supplement. You can live without it, but something fundamental breaks down when you do."
Outside, rain began to drum against the windows. The riddle of friendship, I realized, wasn't about maintaining perfect connection. It was about showing up when the lines went down, about finding each other again in the static.
"Stay for dinner," I said. "We can order Thai."
Marcus's shoulders dropped an inch. Sphinx settled back onto his knee with a contented sigh. For the first time in five years, the cable between us didn't feel quite so dead.