The Riddle of Everything
Maya's goldfish floated at the top of its bowl again, that weird vacant stare it always gave her when she procrastinated on her history essay. The topic: Ancient Egypt. Perfect.
"You look like you're contemplating the universe, Bubbles," she muttered, sprinkling flakes. The goldfish darted downward, suddenly alive. Outside her window, something orange flashed—her neighbor's cat, Sphinx, padding along the backyard fence like it owned the entire neighborhood. The cat's amber eyes locked with hers through the glass, and Maya felt weirdly seen. Which was ridiculous, because it was a cat.
Her phone buzzed. Group chat exploding.
riley: party at jake's friday????
-tay: YES finally
sam: can't parents r strict
maya: idk maybe
She stared at the messages. Social dynamics were like navigating a minefield while blindfolded. Say yes and seem desperate for attention. Say no and become that weird quiet girl who never hung out anymore. Since she'd started questioning everything—her sexuality, her friends, whether she actually liked anything she used to—she'd been drifting.
Sphinx the cat meowed at her window, insistent.
Maya opened it. The cat hopped onto her desk, circled three times, and settled directly on her history textbook. Like some sphinx posing an unsolvable riddle.
"What?" she asked. "You're blocking my education."
The cat blinked slowly.
Her phone again. riley: u coming or what
Something cracked inside Maya. All the performing, all the carefully measured responses, all the trying to be whatever version of herself people expected—she was so tired.
She typed: nah
Then deleted it.
Typed again: yeah I'll be there
Deleted.
Outside, rain started falling. Water drummed against the roof, that sound that made everything feel small and far away. Sphinx purred, vibrating against her arm.
Maya wrote: maybe next time
Sent.
The cat's orange tail flicked approvingly. Maya leaned back, goldfish swimming peacefully in its bowl, rain washing away the pressure to be anything but exactly who she was—whatever that turned out to be.
Some riddles didn't need solving right away. They just needed time.