The Riddle in the Rearview
Maya's mom had gone full wellness influencer over the summer, which meant the fridge looked like a chlorophyll experiment and Maya's lunchbox was basically a crime scene against teenage dignity.
"It's packed with nutrients!" her mom chirped, dropping another Tupperware of wilted spinach into Maya's backpack. "You're growing, you need your vitamin—"
"Vitamin Z, for zombie," Maya muttered, snagging a banana before escaping to her room.
Senior year was pressure enough without her mom's new phase. Maya had AP classes, college applications, and a crush on Lucas—who'd barely looked at her since middle school, when she'd tripped over her own feet during the spring concert and face-planted into the percussion section. Sometimes she still woke up cringing.
But the real problem was that everyone seemed to have figured something out already. Sarah had her cosplay Instagram with 12K followers. Jason was starting a sneaker reselling business. Even quiet Tyler from chem lab had published a poetry collection. Meanwhile, Maya's greatest achievement was not failing her driver's test twice.
She felt like she was facing a sphinx—some ancient, impossible riddle everyone else had solved but her. What are you? Who are you? What's your thing? The questions hovered over her like her mom's lecture about antioxidants.
"You need a brand," Lucas told her once at a party, before getting distracted by someone's EDM remix. "Something that pops."
Maya didn't pop. She wilted, like the spinach her mom kept forcing on her.
The breakthrough happened during SAT prep, of all places. Mr. Harrison was going on about how colleges wanted "well-rounded" applicants, and Maya caught herself sketching a sphinx in the margin of her practice test—lion body, human head, wings folded. Not guarding anything, just perching on a stack of books.
Riddles don't have answers, she realized. They have interpretations.
That afternoon, she texted Lucas: "Wanna get boba after school?"
He said yes.
They talked for three hours about nothing and everything—music videos that should exist, whether hotdogs were sandwiches (no), the time he'd fallen asleep at a museum and security had to wake him up. Maya admitted she'd been trying to be "well-rounded" like colleges wanted, but mostly she just felt round. Lucas confessed he'd been pretending to like EDM because it felt like something a cool person would enjoy.
"I'd rather listen to indie folk," he said, almost whispering. "Is that lame?"
"No," Maya said, feeling something unclench in her chest. "That's actually kinda cute."
Her mom still packed spinach, but Maya stopped complaining. Some things you need just because they're good for you, even if they taste like disappointment. And some things—like Lucas's smile when he saw her wearing his band's hoodie, like the way she'd finally started writing again without worrying if it was impressive—were vitamins she hadn't known she was missing.
The sphinx's riddle wasn't about having answers. It was about getting comfortable asking the questions.