The Pyramid Scheme of Memory
Elena adjusted her wide-brimmed hat, the brim catching the fluorescent lights of the corporate lobby. Forty-two years old and already hiding—first the gray, now the truth. She clutched her vitamin D supplement in her pocket, a tiny pill she'd started taking after her doctor warned about deficiency from windowless days.
The elevator ascent felt like climbing a pyramid scheme of social obligation, each floor another level of executives who'd promise vision while stealing her time. The building's cables hummed behind walls, an invisible nervous system connecting people who'd forgotten how to speak without slides.
"You look tense, honey," Marcus said when she reached the conference room. He was twenty-five, with perfect hair that defied gravity and optimism that defied experience. "Big presentation?"
Elena almost laughed. "Just selling another dream."
The client wanted her team's new wellness initiative—a pyramid of productivity goals, vitamin subscriptions, and sustainable work hours. The irony tasted bitter. She'd spent two decades climbing corporate ladders only to realize they'd been built on quicksand.
"Ready?" Marcus asked, already positioning himself at the front.
Elena watched him straighten his tie, so eager. She remembered being that hungry. Now she took vitamin D just to remember what sunlight felt like, wore hats to hide what time had written, and wondered if she'd ever make real connections again or just cable herself to systems that promised meaning while delivering exhaustion.
"Ready," she lied, and stepped into the light.