The Poolside Pyramid
I stood at the edge of the country club pool, clutching my phone like a lifeline. My instagram feed was a pyramid of social proof—Taylor's beach photos at the top, then Becka's party pics, then everyone else somewhere in the blurry middle. And me? I was lucky if I hit double-digit likes.
"Yo Marcus, we need a fourth for padel," Becka called from the court. "You down?"
Padel. The sport that had somehow become the social currency of our summer. I'd never played, but saying no wasn't an option if I wanted to escape social purgatory.
"Yeah, sure," I said, tucking my phone into my pocket and adjusting my hat. The faded denim trucker hat was my security blanket—pulled low, it meant I didn't have to make eye contact. Pushed up, I was chill and confident. Today it was all the way down.
The game was a disaster. My serve hit the net. Twice. But I laughed along with everyone else, my phone burning a hole in my pocket, desperate to check if anyone had story-ed my clumsy attempts at athleticism.
Afterward, I retreated to the pool area, escaping to where the swimming lanes were marked. That's where I found him—Sam, the quiet kid from AP Chem, doing laps with a rhythm that seemed almost meditative.
He noticed me watching. "Want to race?"
"What? No, I'm—"
"Come on." He splashed water. "Unless you're scared."
Something about his lack of pretense made me take off my hat. Then my shoes. Then I jumped in.
We raced until my lungs burned. I didn't win, but for the first time all summer, I wasn't performing for an audience that wasn't watching anyway.
"You're always wearing that hat," Sam said afterward, treading water. "What's up with that?"
I hesitated. Then, honestly: "It's easier to hide."
"From what?"
"From being seen."
He shrugged. "People can still see you, Marcus. The hat doesn't change anything."
The words hit me harder than they should have. Later that night, I opened Instagram but couldn't bring myself to post anything. Instead, I just scrolled past the pyramid, past the carefully curated lives, until my phone died and the screen went black.
And for the first time, I didn't rush to charge it.