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The Pool Party Paradox

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Maya's palms were sweating, which was gross because they were already underwater. She was waist-deep in Jake Henderson's pool, surrounded by half the junior class, while her brain ran at about half-speed. Like a goldfish with that supposed three-second memory, she kept forgetting why she'd even come.

"Earth to Maya!" Chloe waved from the pool edge, standing under one of those ridiculously tall palm trees that looked like it had been transported straight from a resort Instagram.

Maya dunked underwater for a second. The silence was better than the surface noise—laughter, splashing, the bass of whatever playlist was bumping from the speakers. When she resurfaced, Jake was right there.

"You good?" Jake asked. His hair was wet and spiked up, and he had that tiny constellation tattoo on his shoulder that everyone said was a sphinx moth but Maya was pretty sure was just random dots.

"Yeah, just pruned," she said, holding up her fingers. Classic weirdo response. Why was she like this?

"Nah, you're good." His eyes flicked to someone behind her. "Caleb's being a total bull though. Did you see him almost knock over the snack table?"

Caleb, Jake's best friend, was currently bull-rushing through the crowd with a Super Soaker like he was in a combat zone. Maya had had a crush on Caleb since seventh grade, which was basically her entire lifespan ago, but lately he'd been acting like she didn't exist. Or worse—like she was just one of the guys.

"You want to get out of the water?" Jake asked. "It's getting crowded."

She nodded and they climbed out. Maya's palm slipped on the ladder—classic graceful moment—and Jake caught her arm.

"Whoa, you good?"

"Yep. Athlete of the year over here."

The deck was worse. People in groups, conversations happening simultaneously, and Maya stood there feeling like the sphinx at the meta—ancient, mysterious, and completely out of place. What was the riddle again? What walks on four legs in the morning, two at noon, and three in the evening?

A human, obviously. But the real riddle was how everyone else seemed to know the social script and Maya had been handed the wrong version.

Caleb finally noticed her. "Maya! You been hiding?"

"In plain sight," she said.

"Dude, remember that goldfish we won at the fair last year?" he said out of nowhere. "Carla's mom made us flush it. Traumatic."

Maya remembered. She'd been there. But Caleb's version didn't include her.

"I remember the bull ride too," Chloe chimed in, sitting on the edge of a lounge chair. "When you tried to ride that mechanical bull at the carnival and fell off in three seconds."

Everyone laughed. Maya laughed too, but she remembered it differently. She'd tried it first, fallen off, and then Caleb had gone and lasted way longer. Her existence had been edited out.

The sphinx thing clicked. Maybe the riddle wasn't about aging at all. Maybe it was about how people saw you—different versions at different times, depending on who was watching.

Maya looked at her palm again. No longer sweaty, just wrinkled from the water.

"I'm gonna head out," she said to no one in particular.

"You just got here!" Chloe protested.

"Yeah, but I've got... stuff." She grabbed her towel. "Family dinner."

That was a lie. There was no dinner. But there was her room, and her sketchbook, and not feeling like the world's most awkward extras character.

"Text me!" Chloe called.

Maya waved and headed toward the gate. Behind her, the party kept going without her. And for the first time, that felt okay. The goldfish could have its three seconds. Maya was going to take her time.