The Pool Party Incident
TheinvitationtoChloë'spoolpartysatonmyphoneforthreehoursbeforeIfinallyrsvp'dyes.I'dbeenspyingonherInstagramforweeks,watchingherpostswiththepopulargroup—lacrosseteam,perfecthair,alwayslaughing.Mynewlifegoal:don'tdrowninfrontofthem.
Saturdayarrivedwithsunthatpromisedtomakeupformyeightyearsbeingbasicallyinvisible.Iborrowedmybrother'spadelracketfromthetrunkofhiscar—hisplayediteverySaturdayatthecountryclub—whichseemedlikethethingthatmightimpressChloë'screw.PretendedIplayedallthetime.NoonehadtoknowIbarelyknewtherules.
Herbackyardlookedlikesomethingfromamovie—Infinitypool,waterfallfeature,cabana.Nailedit.
"Hey!"Chloëcalled,waivingmelikeI'dbeenpartofthegroupforever."Youplaypadel?Mydad'sobsessed."
"Yeah,"Isaid,casual."Allthetime."
Smooth,Leo.Reallysmooth.
Watercannonsstartedgoingoffeverywhere.Peoplejumpedinfullyclothed.Someoneradioshowedup.Iwrestledwithmyselfonthepatioedge—jumpinorstaydry?—whenJake,Chloë'sex-boyfriend,shouted,"Leo!Watervolleyball!You'reonmyteam!"
Thenexthourblurred.SplashfightssogoodIcouldn'tbreathe.Cannonballs.Chloeë'slaugh.Whattimedidthisevenend?Forgotaboutpadel.Forgotaboutbeingthene whokindakindabelonged.Just...lived.
Later,soggyandexhausted,IcollapsedonaloungechairnexttoJake."So,"hesaid,grinning,"same timenextweek?"
Ilookedaround—atChloëhigh-fivingherfriends,attheripplesinpool,atthewayno-onewaslookingatmelikeIdidn'tfitanymore.
"Yeah,"Isaid,andmeantit."Definitely."
Mondayatschool,Chloëslidanoteonmydesk:Poolpartytraditionnow.You'restuckwithus.:)
Sometimesyoujusthavetojumpin—evenifyou'retotallyfakingitalongtheway.