The Palm Reader's Spinach
Marcus arrived at the office with his usual Tupperware of spinach and feta, the ritual that had somehow become both anchor and chain. Three years of health-conscious lunches, three years of watching his colleagues order greasy takeout while he quietly wilted like the greens he chewed.
"You're missing out, Marcus," Sarah called from her desk, brandishing a burger. "Live a little."
He nearly did. Nearly told her about the palm reader he'd visited on impulse Saturday, the woman who'd traced his lifeline with a nicotine-stained finger and said, "This isn't living. This is waiting."
Instead, he forced a smile. "Maybe tomorrow."
The meeting with his boss—The Bear, everyone called him—was scheduled for 2:00. Marcus had been swimming upstream against this promotion review for months, drowning in deliverables while less competent colleagues surfed past him on waves of nepotism. The palm reader's words echoed: *You're about to make a choice. Not the one you think.*
He found himself at the office pool during lunch, watching the interns swim. Their laughter tormented him with its reminder of his own younger optimism, back when he believed merit mattered. He'd loved swimming once—the weightlessness, the silence. Now he just treaded water.
The spinach sat heavy in his stomach. The Bear would ask about the quarterly report. Marcus would nod, apologize for the delays, promise to work harder. Same dance, different day.
*This isn't living. This is waiting.*
He stood by the pool's edge, toes curling against the concrete. The water shimmered, dark and inviting. He could simply walk away. Let the spinach container fall. Let the Bear rage.
His phone buzzed. Sarah: "Meeting in 5. Don't let The Bear eat you alive."
Marcus laughed. The sound surprised him—genuine, almost alien. He texted back: "Watch me."
He didn't go to the meeting. He went to the roof instead, called his wife, and said, "I quit. Let's sell the house. Move somewhere with real palm trees. Somewhere I can actually swim."
"You're serious?"
"Never been more serious in my life."
"Good," she said. "I was wondering when you'd notice you were drowning."
Back at his desk, he left the spinach uneaten. Some meals, you're meant to skip.