The Orange Slice at Sunset
The coaxial cable lay severed on the carpet like a dead snake, its copper entrails exposed. Marcus stared at it, the same way he'd been staring at everything lately — with a mixture of exhaustion and something that might have been hope, if he dared to name it.
"You're not even watching," Elena said from the doorway. She held a baseball bat, oddly incongruous in their living room, a relic from her college softball days she'd dragged out when they started clearing the garage.
"I was watching enough," he said. "That's the problem."
The cable had been his lifeline through three rounds of layoffs at the tech company where he'd worked for twelve years. Hours of baseball games, swimming competitions, reality shows about pyramid schemes — anything to drown out the silence of their house, the way they'd stopped touching each other in bed, the accumulated weight of words unsaid.
Elena set the bat down with a hollow thud. "My mother's getting remarried."
"To who?"
"A guy she met at a water aerobics class. They've been swimming together every Tuesday and Thursday for six months. She says she feels like she's twenty again."
Marcus laughed, a dry rustling sound. "That's what we used to have. Before we became this."
He gestured vaguely at the room — at the cable, at the baseball bat, at the half-empty boxes stacked against the wall like some ancient pyramid they'd built together without meaning to.
Elena walked to the kitchen counter and peeled an orange, the citrus scent sharp and bright in the stagnant air. She separated the sections and held one out to him.
"Remember when we drove to Santa Cruz?" she said. "We swam in the ocean until we couldn't feel our hands anymore. You said the salt water made everything make sense."
He took the orange slice. The juice burst on his tongue, overwhelmingly present.
"I still think that," Marcus said. "Somewhere under all this — the cable, the job I hate, whatever this is between us — I still think that."
Elena nodded slowly, then reached for his hand across the counter. "Then let's find it again."
Outside, the sunset burned orange against the darkening sky. For the first time in months, the cable stayed disconnected on the floor, and neither of them moved to fix it.