The Orange Hat of Summers Past
Margaret stood before the attic trunk, her arthritic fingers tracing the worn leather. Forty years she'd avoided this dust, this particular grief. But today, with her granddaughter Sarah moving into her first apartment, it was time.
Inside lay the orange hat—bright as the summer sun of 1952, when Margaret was sixteen and reckless. She'd worn it the day she met Old Bull, the farmer whose prize bull had escaped into her family's orchard. The memory still made her chuckle: her father's panic, the neighbors with pitchforks, and Margaret laughing wildly from the porch, ridiculous in that orange hat, while the massive creature calmly ate fallen apples.
Old Bull had tipped his hat to her that day. 'Girl,' he'd said, 'some things in life need to run free before they can be useful.' He'd borrowed her hat to wave, signaling his men, and the bull had walked home as if on parade. The old farmer died before Margaret could thank him for the wisdom that guided her through seventy years.
Beside the hat lay the photograph of Buster, the dog who'd slept beside her through five decades of love and loss. Margaret had bought him with her first paycheck, a brown puppy with eyes like hope itself. When her husband Arthur died, Buster had pressed his warm flank against her, offering wordless comfort. When she buried Arthur beside Old Bull in the churchyard cemetery, Buster had lain on the grave for hours, guarding.
'Margaret?' Sarah's voice called from below. 'Found something!'
Descending the stairs, Margaret found her granddaughter holding an old mason jar labeled 'Buster's Treats 1978.' Inside: perfectly preserved orange slices from the tree that once stood where the bull had feasted.
'Grandma,' Sarah said wonderingly, 'why would you save these?'
Margaret smiled, suddenly understanding what she'd been keeping all these years. 'Because some things,' she said softly, 'need to be remembered to become useful again.'