The Night We outran Ourselves
The orange sunset bled into the parking lot as Marcus gripped the steering wheel so tight his knuckles matched the sky. First party of junior year. His stomach did that thing — the one where you feel like you might puke but also kind of want to scream.
"You good?" asked Sam, tapping Marcus's shoulder. Sam'd been his best friend since seventh grade, back when Marcus accidentally started a rumor about his own imaginary dog to seem interesting. They'd grown into different people since then. Sam now ran cross country and actually had girls sliding into his DMs. Marcus mostly existed.
"Yeah. Just, you know. Overthinking everything."
"Bro, literally nobody is thinking about you. That's the whole point of being sixteen — everyone's too busy obsessing over themselves to notice anyone else."
They walked toward the bonfire roaring like a caged animal in Kelsey's backyard. Someone was blasting music that made Marcus's chest vibrate. He spotted her across the flames — Taylor, who sat behind him in chemistry and wrote song lyrics in the margins of her lab reports. She was wearing this oversized hoodie that looked like she'd stolen it from someone who mattered.
Then he saw them. The bull riders — that's what they called themselves, though nobody had actually ridden anything except confidence and their parents' credit cards. Tyler was among them, the guy who'd spent all of sophomore year making Marcus's life miserable until Marcus stopped reacting. Tyler was wearing that orange beanie he never took off, even in gym class when it was literally against dress code.
"Great," Marcus muttered.
"Ignore him," Sam said, already drifting toward someone else.
Marcus found himself alone near the coolers when it happened — a massive dog, some Great Dane mix that probably weighed more than he did, burst through the crowd like it owned the place. People scattered. Someone yelled "BEAR!" for no reason, and suddenly chaos erupted. Girls screamed. Guys tried to look brave. Marcus just stood there frozen.
That's when Taylor appeared beside him, laughing so hard she couldn't breathe. "Did that guy just call a Great Dane a bear?"
Marcus met her eyes and something shifted. "I mean, technically it's about the same size. We should probably start running before it decides we look appetizing."
"Yeah, let's bounce. This party's dead anyway."
They ended up on the curb two houses down, sharing an orange soda she'd snagged, talking about everything and nothing until her mom texted. Marcus walked home with her phone number in his contacts and the realization that sometimes the best moments happen when everyone else is busy worrying about the wrong things.
He was still the same overthinking kid from before. But for the first time, he figured that might actually be okay.