The Night Watch
The cable news flickered with that familiar blue glow, the only light in Marcus's corner office at 2 AM. He'd stopped hearing the anchor's voice hours ago, but the chyron kept scrolling: BULL MARKET ENTERS THIRD YEAR. Outside, the Chicago winter pressed against the glass, the city itself hibernating under ice.
His phone buzzed. Sarah. Again.
Marcus watched it vibrate across his mahogany desk, another tremor in the earthquake of their unraveling marriage. She'd left him three weeks ago, taking the vintage bear-shaped lamp her grandmother had given them—a ridiculous item he'd secretly hated, its ceramic head tilted in perpetual sympathy. Now his nights were filled with this: quarterly reports, CNBC, and the heavy silence of a man who'd built a fortress out of spreadsheets.
"You're chasing ghosts," his father had told him once, watching young Marcus pour over stock charts instead of playing outside. "Some bull runs forever, but most of them eventually gore you."
His father had been a steelworker. Marcus had become something else entirely—a creature of the market's rhythms, its euphoric highs and devastating crashes. He'd made millions. He'd lost millions. Through it all, the cable had stayed plugged in, a lifeline of numbers and predictions, analysts who promised they could see tomorrow in today's trading patterns.
The elevator dinged.
Marcus swivelled his chair, expecting the night security guard. Instead, a woman stood in his doorway, carrying two paper cups. The cable news cast elongated shadows across her face—Elena, the junior analyst from three floors down, the one who always smelled like vanilla and late nights.
"I saw your light," she said. "You teaching the market to behave again?"
"It's not learning."
"They never do." She set a coffee on his desk. "My grandfather used to say: 'The bull thinks it's immortal until it meets the matador.'"
Marcus smiled, something foreign stretching across his face. "What did he say about bears?"
"Bears survive. They hibernate through the winter." She leaned against his bookshelf. "My grandfather kept bears. Real ones, in Russia. Before he came here."
The cable news continued its scroll, but Marcus found himself actually looking at Elena—really seeing her. For the first time in years, he wondered what happened after the markets closed, in that quiet space where nothing was being bought or sold.
"Teach me to survive," he said.
She smiled, and outside the window, the first snow of December began to fall.