The Market of Regrets
The bull market had been kind to Marcus—too kind, perhaps. At forty-two, with a corner office and a portfolio that made his younger self weep with gratitude, he should have felt complete. Instead, he felt like a fraud.
His wife Elena had left three months ago, taking their cat—a surly black thing named Loki—and leaving Marcus with his stainless steel appliances and his stock ticker. The bear market was coming; everyone said so. The timing felt almost poetic.
"You love the volatility more than you love anything stable," she'd said, packing her books into boxes. "Even me."
He'd wanted to argue. But the truth was, he did love it—the way his heart raced when the numbers turned red, the sick thrill of watching fortunes evaporate and materialize in seconds. It was the only thing that made him feel anything anymore.
Now, sitting alone with a scotch that cost more than his first car, Marcus watched the screen flicker. The bear was awakening, hungry and inevitable. His wealth would halve by morning. Possibly more.
And yet—
A scratching at his balcony door. Not Loki—that cat was with Elena. This was different. A stray, thin and mangy, pressing its nose against the glass.
Marcus opened the door. The cat darted in, tail twitching, and immediately began rubbing against his legs like she'd known him for years. He sank to the floor, drunk on whiskey and exhaustion, and let her climb into his lap. She purred, a rumble that vibrated through his chest.
The bull had run its course. The bear would take what it wanted. But here in the dim light of his apartment, with a creature who demanded nothing and offered warmth without condition, Marcus finally felt something real.
He picked up his phone to call Elena. It rang twice before she answered.
"I think," he said, "I'm ready to sell."
"Everything?"
"Almost everything. But I want to start over. Something smaller. Something that can't be measured in a ticker."
The cat in his lap shifted, kneading his thigh with sharp claws. It hurt, and it was perfect.
"Marcus," she said softly. "I still have Loki."
"I know. I've got this one now. She found me."
They talked until dawn, while the bear market roared outside, and for the first time in years, Marcus didn't check his balance once.