The Lightning Goldfish
Maya's iPhone buzzed in her pocket like an angry hornet as she stood in front of the bathroom mirror. The party downstairs was already hitting peak chaos—her older brother's graduation bash, filled with relatives who'd definitely ask about her GPA or lack thereof.
She'd been hiding in here for ten minutes, watching her reflection like it might magically transform into someone more confident. More sphinx-like. Mysterious. Cool. Instead, she just looked like a freshman who'd rather be anywhere else.
"Maya? You okay in there?" Her cousin Jordan's voice through the door. "Your mom's looking for you. Something about your goldfish being dead?"
What? Her goldfish, Bubbles, had been alive this morning. She threw the door open. "What happened to Bubbles?"
Jordan shrugged, scrolling through his phone. "Dunno. Your aunt found him floating. Pretty tragic, honestly."
Maya bolted downstairs, dodging drunk uncles and the weird bull statue her dad had bought at an antique store last month—some scary-looking thing that supposedly brought "good energy" to the house. Sure. If good energy meant awkward family photos.
She found her mom by the aquarium, looking sad but practical. "He was old, Maya. Two years is a good run for a goldfish."
"I literally just fed him this morning," Maya said, feeling weirdly emotional. This was stupid. It was a fish. But somehow it felt like everything lately—school, friends, the constant pressure to be more, do more, achieve more. All of it just... floating upside down.
"Hey." Someone touched her arm. She turned to see Leo from her English class, holding a plate of cake. "Sorry about your fish. That sucks."
She blinked. Leo was talking to her? Leo, who sat three rows back and never said anything?
"Thanks," she managed. "It's just... been a weird week."
"Tell me about it." He leaned against the wall, casual, like they did this all the time. "My parents are fighting about college money again. I'm probably going to community college, but they're still obsessing over Stanford. Like, can we just accept reality already?"
Maya laughed despite herself. "Same. My mom's already talking about AP classes for next year, and I'm just trying to survive geometry."
"Geometry is the actual worst," Leo said. "Hey, you want to go outside? It's getting crazy in here."
They ended up on the back porch, watching lightning streak across the summer sky. The air smelled like rain and her dad's stupid good-luck bull statue was visible through the sliding door, looking even more ridiculous in the flickering light.
"You know what's funny?" Maya said, feeling lighter than she had in weeks. "I literally have zero clue what I'm doing. Like, with anything. School, friends... life."
"Join the club," Leo said. "We're all just faking it till we make it. Even your brother. Even the people who seem like they have it together."
Maya's phone buzzed again—probably another group chat she wasn't responding to. But she ignored it. For the first time in forever, she didn't feel like performing. She didn't need to be mysterious like a sphinx or perfect like... well, she didn't know what. She just needed to be here, in this moment, watching lightning split the sky with someone who got it.
"Hey," Leo said suddenly. "You want to study for the geometry final together? Since we both hate it?"
Maya smiled. "Actually? Yes. Yes, I do."