The Last Swim
Maggie stood at the edge of the resort pool, champagne flute trembling in her hand. The wedding should have happened here today—beneath the swaying palm trees, beside turquoise water that caught the last amber light of sunset. Instead, Richard's text had arrived at 3 AM: *Can't do this. Sorry.*
She'd already paid for the suite. Already forwarded her mail, sublet her apartment, sent Buster—their golden retriever—to stay with her sister. Richard had always called her his faithful dog, trailing after him through three cities and failed startups. He'd said it with affection, but the word had always tasted like ash.
The pool was empty now. The other guests had long since retreated to their rooms, leaving Maggie alone with the hum of the filtration system and the distant crash of waves. She'd started drinking at noon. The world felt pleasantly blurred, her movements liquid and slow.
She set down the champagne and stepped into the water. Cool against her skin, rising past her ankles, her knees, her waist. Swimming had always calmed her—the rhythmic breathing, the weightlessness, the muffled silence beneath the surface. Tonight it felt like something else entirely.
In their suite, a solitary goldfish circled its bowl in endless, meaningless loops. Richard's contribution to their shared life—a pet that required nothing, gave nothing back. Just like him, really.
The water reached her chest now. She remembered their first swim together, in Lake Tahoe, how he'd teased her about being pale, how she'd laughed even though it hurt. How she'd spent ten years learning to laugh at things that hurt.
"Maggie?"
She turned, water sloshing around her shoulders. A woman stood at pool's edge—Buster's temporary owner. Her sister's face in the moonlight, frantic.
"I came as soon as I could. Richard told me what happened."
Maggie kept walking. The water covered her collarbone, her neck, her chin.
"Buster wouldn't eat," her sister called, voice breaking. "He's been waiting by the door since you left. I think he knows."
Maggie stopped. The water lapped at her lower lip. Richard had left. But something else was waiting.
She turned back toward shore. Toward the faithful dog who hadn't abandoned her, unlike the man who'd called her that name for ten years. Toward the sister who'd driven three hours in the middle of the night.
She waded back toward solid ground, step by step. The goldfish would keep swimming in circles, but she didn't have to.
Not anymore.